The End

Well, this is going to be a pretty quick post.

I couldn't do it anymore. I just couldn't do it anymore. I tried and tried and tried until I broke down and I ended it.

I was right. It is less painful having her hate me and know I'll never get her back than being her friend and knowing I'll never get her back.

Maybe I'm an asshole. So what? Who cares? I couldn't take it. It's just me now, and I'm going back to how I was when I was THE SilverBack.

Good times shall be had! Just me and Deathwish, doing our business. Maybe I should put to rest some old grudges. Actually, I think that'll be the first thing I do.

Oh and Cameel... The picture up there. It's for you.

Mama always prayed that I’d be a better man than daddy
And I determined not to let her down
Deserted by the man she loved and left to raise four children
We were the local gossip of the town.

I promised her that I’d live right and not be like the others
But I wound up in jail on chrismas day
I told her I’d be home and not to worry ’bout my brothers
When I got home my mom had passed away


And I hear tell the road to hell is paved with good intentions
And mama my intentions were the best
There’s lotsa things in my life I just as soon not mention
Looks like I’ve turned out like all the rest
But mama my intentions were the best

A little boy with big blue eyes a-beggin’ to go fishing
I promised him but never took the time
Now they won’t let me see him and I sit here a-wishing
Wishin’ I could hold him one more time


But mama my intentions were the best